Hello there! My name is Czareen and I love Troy. You maybe here by some accident or maybe you're a stalker or a freak like me, but whatever your reason on landing to my blog.. Thank you and enjoy reading!

30 May 12

It hurts to think we have come to this point.

When we’re out of each other’s lives. Not wanting a single thing to do with each other. I thought we could have some kind of closure, but I guess not. When you were such a big part of my life, everything turns upside down when you’re not anymore. I guess I’ll have to get used to it. We hit a fork in the road, and went in different directions. Who knows. Maybe those roads will unite later on in life. Or is that just wishful thinking?

(Source: weesley-ham)

Tags: #Thoughts
Posted: 7:15 PM

Sabrina Joy Abucayan

Last night Sabjoy texted me, it was her second time! I’m glad that she texted me and I’m freaking out at the same time. For those who doesn’t know who Sabjoy is. She’s my best friend. She’s beautiful, smart, funny, and sobrang mataray. Halata naman sa kilay niya diba? /gets shot by Sabby/

She passed away last year, July 21. Her class adviser told me the saddest news I have ever heard in my entire life and at first, I don’t want to believe that I’m not going to see her again. I thought I was in a some sort of prank show and Sabjoy set me up and all the people around me are very good actors and actresses.

But I guess I just had to accept the fact that she’s gone. 

Back on the text message, maybe it’s just her Mom or her Sister trolling me. Or maybe it’s really her. Nagpaparamdam because she misses me so much! Why leave so early Sabjoy? I have so many kwentos to share. =(

Posted: 10:01 AM
I’m not quite sure what this is. But I guess it’s a car? Nice try Mom. Nice try. 

I’m not quite sure what this is. But I guess it’s a car? Nice try Mom. Nice try. 

29 May 12
Posting a random picture of our dachshund, Pixie. Because YOLO.

Posting a random picture of our dachshund, Pixie. Because YOLO.

Posted: 10:24 PM

Becoming Strangers Again

The worst feeling in the world is walking by someone you used to have history with, have all these memories flash through your mind, and you have to suck in the feeling that you miss them, but you have to pretend like you don’t. Because you know that they’re happy, and they’re living their life better without you. So you smile, walk away, and realize you’ve became strangers again.

(Source: cameyflores, via ruviened)

Tags: #Thoughts
Posted: 10:23 PM
To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.
— Ralph Waldo Emerson

(Source: kari-shma)

Tags: #Quotes
Posted: 10:21 PM

Anonymous asked: If you found the real deth note will you use it? and may I ask, where did you bought your death ntoe?

I said on my previous post that I’m going to do exactly as what Light did. But this time, maybe I won’t. Because I read this rule (Let’s pretend that the Death Note is real) that whoever uses the Death Note will not go to heaven or hell. So it’s kinda scary. But if not for that, I’d probably will. But I won’t go for the massive killing thingy. Nakakatakot kasi. 

[reveal yourself first. bago ko sabihin sayo kung saan ko nabili yung notebook] heehee

Tags: #message
Posted: 10:19 PM

porsheohporshe asked: So pretty! You smile like Nina Dobrev. Fuu. <3

OMI-GOLLY-GOSH! Thank you so so so much Ate Porshe for the follow. I’m so kilig right now. Heehee. I wanna give you a virtual hug. /VIRTUAL HUUUGGGG/ Nina Dobrev?! WOAAAAH. THANK. YOU. (0_0)

Tags: #message
Posted: 5:03 PM
Spend moment with the people who makes you happy.
Hi Mom! Hi Dad! I love them so much! They never get tired listening to my nonsense stories and my never ending dramas (At kahit sobrang tigas ulo ko mahal parin nila ako). I’m very open to them especially when it comes to my Mom, we can talk about anything! From my lovelife (chos), to school, and friends. Both of them are always there for me. On the other hand, my Dad.. uhm.. close lang kami kapag naglalaro kami ng Dota. Yeah, he’s the one responsible why I know how to play those type of games. Is it weird? My Dad hates it when he’s playing Dota and someone talks to him. Heehee.
My parents know EVERYTHING about me. They even know my Tumblr URL and Twitter, yet they don’t give a fruitcake about it because they love me. They’re probably reading this post right now. Hi Mom! Hi Dad! I love you. Thank you for being there. Thank you for being my best friends and thank you for everything! From your daughter na sobrang matigas ang ulo, Czareen. x

Spend moment with the people who makes you happy.

Hi Mom! Hi Dad! I love them so much! They never get tired listening to my nonsense stories and my never ending dramas (At kahit sobrang tigas ulo ko mahal parin nila ako). I’m very open to them especially when it comes to my Mom, we can talk about anything! From my lovelife (chos), to school, and friends. Both of them are always there for me. On the other hand, my Dad.. uhm.. close lang kami kapag naglalaro kami ng Dota. Yeah, he’s the one responsible why I know how to play those type of games. Is it weird? My Dad hates it when he’s playing Dota and someone talks to him. Heehee.

My parents know EVERYTHING about me. They even know my Tumblr URL and Twitter, yet they don’t give a fruitcake about it because they love me. They’re probably reading this post right now. Hi Mom! Hi Dad! I love you. Thank you for being there. Thank you for being my best friends and thank you for everything! From your daughter na sobrang matigas ang ulo, Czareen. x

Posted: 4:38 PM
I got my photos printed yesterday. I&#8217;m so excited for this! Gonna start next week. (^_^)

I got my photos printed yesterday. I’m so excited for this! Gonna start next week. (^_^)

28 May 12

Don’t let haters get me off my grind whip my hair, if I know I’ll be fine keep fighting until I get there and when I’m down and I feel like giving up I whip my hair back and forth. LOLOLOL. Ok so follow me now on Twitter.

Posted: 5:18 PM

Messages.

Anonymous asked: Hello po. i love your hair nag paperm ka ba? 

  • Heyyy there!! Nope. Hindi po ako nag paperm. Natural curls po siya. (Thanks to my grandma for the curly genes!) Thank you anon. :”>

nangmaiba asked: oh hi :) are you from Letran -Calamba?

  • Hello there!! Yup. I’m from Letran Calamba. (^_^)

Anonymous asked: wow u changed ur theme na pala! i lyk it„anung font po gamit niyo dun sa banner? at yung welcome, twitter po. 

  • I didn’t changed my theme. I just changed the color and added another sidebar on the right. Thanks by the way! The font I used is called “Good Morning Afternoon”

Anonymous asked: anung camera mo?

  • Nikon D3100.

Anonymous asked: Hello Czareen! I love your photos and I love your blog. Please answer this do you attend photography lessons?

  • Thankss!! My blog loves you too! :”> Nope. I don’t take photography lessons. Self study lang. heehee. Online.
Tags: #message
Posted: 5:06 PM

I HAVE A DEATH NOTEEEEE!!!! You guys must be jealous! Heehee. Rem gave me his notebook. I’m not planning to use it though. Not yet. I suggest y’all to watch the movie or the anime (the anime is much better) it’s awesooommeeee. Kira forever <3

Posted: 5:00 PM
I just watched Death Note.
 I questioned myself through the entire movie. What would I do if I found the Death Note in real life? I guess, I would do exactly as what Kira did and I’d probably end up like him too. lol. I want to own a Death Note. 

I just watched Death Note.

I questioned myself through the entire movie. What would I do if I found the Death Note in real life? I guess, I would do exactly as what Kira did and I’d probably end up like him too. lol. I want to own a Death Note. 

Posted: 9:47 AM

Home alone again. Time to eat maahhh breakfast!